Of Long Time Not Updated Blog

Few words: Recently someone has really been up to my nerves. If you’re so lucky reading this, please! Can you don’t be so guai lan all the time. I already don’t like you; don’t make me hate you with you and your idiotic chuckle. I mean what’s up in your sleeves; go bug others instead! Get a life, you soulless puppet!


It actually feel like I’m in the middle of some war. You know, restless night, busy day and dozen bullet to dodge every now and then; simply no time to die. I can’t deny that it had been a while since my last update and I'm not planning to give you lame excuses anymore. Nonetheless, time just doesn’t seem enough when you grew older, at least for now; exam, final year project, mini projects, reports and life just keep getting busy, don't they? But the fact is there are just too many things I wanted to share yet just so little time to blog. And to choose between one, I had actually missed many beautiful things in my blog. What I regret the most is that I never had the chance even just to jot them down in my blog. I guess my blog had been a real blank for the past few weeks.

It has already become part of my routine to write down beautiful things that happen in my blog; for the purpose of sharing and mainly for self seeking. For the past few weeks, my blog life is nothing but blank. I don’t blame if my readers have jump ship, abandon or deleted my link because who won’t when they keep seeing the same post every time they logged in. The thing is its just plain thorny for me to squeeze time in between to blog. No doubt blogging is very calming but sleep is more vital in my case. I have to stay fresh the next morning, I’m in the middle of some war, remember?

Many years ago, my mum started to plant this idea in my head. "Hobby is just for fun but get your priority straight first"; which is always money making in my case. That’s nothing wrong not? Getting your priority straight will lead you to be someone powerful; but of course excluding a lot of fun. You’ll be scoring like Wilt Chamberlain in whatever your priority is but your life will be as stiff as wood. I don’t know since when, where and how but somehow, my hobby had become purely part timer for sometimes. To be real honest, I had have a very dull life back then, work-sleep-work rather than play-sing-play. Until one day where I was so fed up and decided to trade some of the priority for fun. All these years, I had been living my life as a trader between the balance of these two elements.

I can't help but I’m always in awe, why can’t priority be fun; I mean money making can be fun too not? I’m not fated to become a money making machine; I can always venture into other fun field, like circus for instance. But then again reality strikes back really hard, fun jobs aren’t meant to be fun; even clown complaint about their work. Anything that comes with responsibility is not fun. That’s when my mum’s idea starts to ring back a bell in my head. Hobby needs no burden, that’s why it’s fun but its different story for money making. I guess I’m fated to be what I'm supposed to be and there will be more woody life to come. Cruel reality!

Nevertheless in the midst of all this woody life, I still have time to grasp for some fun. Every now and then, my friends and I would just travel to somewhere new on short notice or better still without one. It's just so random. We will drive to somewhere somehow on no direction basis. For instance, last few weeks where we randomly ended up in some paddle field museum, crystal mountain (or so the place to be called) and Alor Setar Mall right after a class. The place is crappy and the foods are nothing to be excited about. Nevertheless, the time spent being with friends is something to be. Some claimed that we can just be friends for now and no friendship last forever, but who care as long as we had good time for the time being.

Oh yes, remind me to stab the guy that sell me the broadband. No bills, no news, nothing for months but out of nowhere; when I checked yesterday, I owe Celcom RM 200 for a month of broadband usage. What the frog wrong with his no hidden or installation charge and RM 50 a month promises? That’s all pure craps, mister salesman! I’m going to bring two parangs with me; one to chop him when he can’t fix my problem and the other one for wasting my time. If you’re so lucky reading this, please shift your shop to somewhere else for safety purposes or go hide for Celcom’s sake. What I don't understand is why Celcom give their broadband selling permit to those not qualified deceitful seller, that only ruin your market, you dumbo!