Fall In Love Again

It’s had been a very long time since I last fallen in love, frankly speaking I do miss the feeling of falling in love. I do miss this mighty yet strange feeling that turns salt to sugar, water to honey and sour to sweet; at least it make my day by just thinking about her. By seeing her, it brightens my skies; by touching her, it brightens my skies twice, and by grasping… (Kids go to your room!! But I think that’s enough for today). Anyhow if that happen, it brighten my skies MAX.

Anyhow, to be frank, I had been seeing someone new. Yes! I know it’s wrong, but I do miss that feeling; and the only way to feel it again is by seeing someone new. Yet before that, I would like to apologize sincerely to all my girlfriends, my family, my friends, my coursemate and basically to whomever that know me. I’m sorry for not telling you guys the truth. But you can’t completely blame me, because you all are the one who abandon me, because you all are the one who say dating me is a waste of time and because you all are the one who say you’re not interested in my stuff anymore. That’s why I seek others.

The fact is she’s pretty.

The fact is she’s sporty.

The fact is she’s able to make me happy.

The fact is she makes me think of her every day.

The fact is she does make me sweat like a wet pig every time I see her.

The fact is she all I want after a busy day of studying, studying and more studying.

The fact is sometimes she make me nervous, something panic but any other time feeling satisfy.

And most importantly, she does bring back the feeling of love. Seriously, I do feel I’m a better person now by the way she inspired me; A LOT. I don’t mind she scolded me for every silly mistake I did, because I know she wanted me to a better person. Like those kiasu movies “It’s for your own good”. I totally agree with her. But once again I feel like I’m betraying my friends and family because I secretly dated her. With respect to all my guiltiness, I blogged my feeling and my confession here; please do think as you are in my shoe, and hopefully you all can forgive me. So far, I only told a few peoples and that’s all.

Isn’t that normal to date other when all your girlfriends, friends and family abandon you? Yes! You’re the one who dump me to the lonesomeness ground. Yes you! The one who is reading my blog right now! I’m tired of being alone, I’m tired of waiting for your messages and I’m so tired of our relationship. I couldn’t help for not seeking for new faces. I’m sorry, I just couldn’t help.

It’s all started 2 weeks ago, when I accept my friend invitation to their training ground. From there onwards, I had been seeing her more and more frequent. I couldn’t deny that I miss her, I really miss all the time we had together. Although we can’t really communicate well, cause she speak in her own dialect and I’m just armed with Cantonese, English, Malay and a 10Kb of Mandarin vocabularies; which is no good for her. Nevertheless we do respond each other pretty well. I mean I can shoot whatever topic that I’m curious with to her, and she bounds back pretty good. I start to understand what the meaning of mutual understanding is when you’re in love. And I think I’m very much in love with her; in fact I can say I’m all crazy about her.

I did a few silly thing just for her. There’s once she comments about my shoe for being not-up-to-her-standard; I immediately went Kangar to buy a new pair (although I said it's for me, but the fact is it's all about HER). I am willing to meet her till late night even though I had exam on the next day. I am willing to abandon my friends, just to be with her.

And I seriously think that I’m in love, and I couldn’t help nor stop it. I’m sorry, deeply sorry.

I just love the way she sound.

I just love the way she run.

I just love the way she bound.

I just love the way she accompany me.

I just love the way that whatever I did, she’s not bored with me.

I just love her more than anything right now.












P/S: I also love her because she does have a soft, firm, big, elastic, round balls.





*slap slap* WHAT ARE YOU ALL THINKING?

Meet my new girlfriend, Miss Basketball.

Currently training with her for my Uni team.